Dear Best Friend,
You are leaving really soon, I know it isn't forever. This is the beginning of new chapters in all our lives. It's really difficult, yet it's so exciting at the same time. My eyes tear up when the thought of you being so far away comes to my mind. As quickly as they come, the tears dry up and I smile because you're going to have the time of your life.
You've come such a long way and I've never actually told you how much I admire and respect you. The weight-loss, the kindness of your heart and your intelligence. You're the kindest person I know and sometimes, it's so intimidating because I feel like a total demon next to you! I've never heard you say anything bad about anyone. (except one, but that's out of love for me!) For the record, you are so not going to hell...Paul is, but you are definitely heaven material lah.
My heart is aching a little already and I'm not even halfway done. Here's some advice about hooking up with anyone once you're there. (It's not like I'm a Pro...but I understand the confidence and trust issues)
Try to let them in, but not completely. Stay friends and slowly go from there. If you're looking for a fling...then go right in...but the heartache is still there, even if there were no real feelings.
You are one of the most beautiful people I know. Your hidung very cantik already lah by the way. And your figure...fuh la mak...Aussie boys are gonna drop dead for you!
I love all the hangouts in Roys, Jusco and everywhere else in Seremban and I'll be waiting till December when we do that again. (if I'm not in India! lol!) I love your sarcastic remarks which only I get and Paul doesn't. We're a good team when it comes to making Paul look like an even bigger mangkuk than he already is. We were a lil mean to darling Anita in school though sometimes...cause she was kind of blur...but "It's a burden being beautiful" :P Anita was definitely the highlight of high school. Love her to bits!
Do you remember how you cried beacuse you had a little panic attack about prom? Hahahaah! Ooh, and the McDonald's cashier impression! "nak cili atau tomato?" I still have the video!!
One word. "syok".
hahahahaahahaha!
I still think we should have been sisters, but this is good enough...but I'm just saying, if the Aussie boy thing doesn't work out, you've got plan B. Airline industry!! hahahaha! Maybe the sister thing could work out afterall!
I didn't get you a parting gift because it feels like too much of a goodbye if I gave you a gift. So, I'm not going to. I'll just tunggu till the next hangout and we'll have so much fun again, just like we did today. I still can't believe Paul only noticed you when you shrunk! He's such a guy, but a total sweetheart too... *wink wink*
Thank you much for being my friend first, and for giving me a second chance (even if you ter-percaya certain fitnah...). Because of that, I found a best friend in you. I love you so much Sara Lee de Menezes and I know you'll make an excellent doctor. My tears are rolling now...so I think I should end the letter thinga-ma-jiggy here. You're the best-est friend I could ever hope for and I know you'll be there always, as I always will for you.
*bear hug*
Your best friend,
Theishini Sashillia
