To my best friend,
Thank you for all that you have taught me. You are everything that I don't wish to be. What you did to me, I will never repeat. What you said about me, I will never say about another. Your disease, I will never contract. I regret that I loved you so much that I am hurt to this day. I regret not speaking up with my true voice. I regret not hurting you the same way you hurt me. But I still thank you, for teaching me what not to be.
Thank you for teaching me that being silent about the hurt you feel will only eat you up. It will transform you, into something you'd never wish to be. You succeeded, to a certain extent. You tore me up and I haven't fully healed. But I will not let you win. I want you to burn. For, as much as you pretend, I am just as good. You may have changed. I do not care. I want to be free of you-for good.
To my friend,
Thank you for teaching me that it is always important to tell the truth. Thank you for showing me that thinking you are always a step higher than the rest will leave you all alone. I guess it's true what they say, it's lonely at the top. I never want to go through what you are going through right now. I pray that you will be healed one day. That is sincerely from my heart. Pretending will only take you so far. But you already know that.
To my boyfriend,
Thank you for showing my why I was right to not fall. Thank you for letting me in on your lack of intelligence, and sensitivity. Thank you for not understanding who I am, it spared me a great deal of heartbreak. I never want to be with you again, for you were a nightmare. You made me feel less of myself when the person you love is supposed to make you feel good about yourself. I never want to hold your hand or hold you close because, frankly, you disgust me. I'm glad we said goodbye.
You were never good enough I hope you know that. Everyone I knew told me I was making a mistake, but I loved you for so many years, how could I say no? Well, now I am. Thank you for goodbye. It's the smartest thing I've ever done
To my teacher,
Thank you for being so unbelievably immature. I can now cross one profession off my list. Never do I want to reach adulthood with your mentality and "wisdom". My future offspring would be cursed to inherit my mindset! Thank you for minding my business when your life was crashing down. Thank you for making my year so amazing, it was a blast! Thank you for sharing your dirty little secrets with your fellow students. Technology is indeed very educational. Thank you for understanding my relationships with others were completely platonic. Oh, I am ever so grateful!
To my brothers and sisters,
Thank you for being so polite to my mother and treating her with so much respect. Thank you for acknowledging all that she has done for you. Thank you for showing me how well you have been brought up. Thank you for showing me your how "grateful" you all are. Jealousy is a lovely colour on you. Really, blends with your roots really well.
Sincerely yours,
Theishini Sashillia.
