Everyday

I've had so much time to think
about everyone and everything
I'm just so glad that things turned out this way
I'm so glad I get to see you everyday

And yet the pit of my stomach churns
For even it knows for what my heart yearns
Words which my lips will leave unspoken
Because to savour this miracle, something has to be broken

I wish I held you first
I wish you didn't have to feel the worst
For now no matter what is to be
I'll never be in that light for you to see

The pain is nothing, for your absence would sting worse
Being this person for you could actually be my curse
I get to give you my heart and you give me yours
But only for a specific significance, a single purpose

However, I've had so much time to think
about everyone and everything
I'm still so grateful that things turned out this way
Because I get to see you everyday