Never thought karma would bite my ass this hard! Everyday's such a bumpy road, and it's especially hard for a girl who usually gets what she wants (eventually...) One day things would be amazing, but the bubble just bursts so quickly that I don't even get the chance to savour the moment. It's really a struggle to trust that things may actually go my way because the moment I start believing that the currents are flowing in the right direction, another detour crops up. FRUSTRATION, much.
What's even more frustrating than the word frustration typed in capital letters is that I actually know that I'm right. I know I'm on the right track. I know I know I know! The problem is, I'm the ONLY one who knows. And for once, I actually feel intellectually superior. (well, in this context lah...NOT MATHS. errrghh) I'm not ready to give up when I KNOW what's best for me. HOW CAN I EFFING GIVE UP? YOU TELL ME LAH. HIYO!
Karma is certainly getting a good laugh out of my personal battle right now. Goodnessssssss! Oh yeah, I can't believe I'm so sure I know what's right coz I'm usually a confused mess. Nyahahaha. Point is, IT'S NOT GETTING ANY EASIER.
ADVICE : It is not easier when things are clear. It's better in times of confusion.
DAMN THE CLARITY!
ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*sneeze* (I really did sneeze...thought I'd put it in writing)
BYE.
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