Hate that I love it

I hate Form 6 because:

1. I miss Senthil
2. I miss Sara
3. I miss Anita
4. I miss Hema
5. I miss Shan
6. I miss Nevi (so far away now summore... )
7. I miss Pn Nallina
8. I miss Mrs Sim...I understood math then
9. I miss laughing because Shanuja tak faham the joke
10. I miss Anita being dramatic
11. I miss Sara pretending to be on Anita's side (hahahaha...!)
12. I miss dirty dancing in Shamin's house
13. I miss checking boys out with my girl pals
14. I miss Sara telling me there's something wrong with my taste
15. I miss Sara understanding my self-esteem problems
16. I miss Senthil and Anita crying with me when I'm down
17. I miss throwing on a baju kurung when I didn't shave my legs
18. I miss never actually hating anybody.
19. I actually miss Yuva
20. I miss watching the Form One girls develop lesbian crushes on Senthil and Jen
21. I miss calling Lahvee 'akka'
22. I miss Hema telling a joke, laughing and then saying "actually it's not funny"
23. I miss Nevi collapsing during Bio
24. I miss Senthil tumbang-ing
25. I miss Q-stealing with Anita
26. I miss dancing in the rain with Anita
27. I miss falling in and out of love with Roshan
28. I miss hanging out with Yusof in tuition
29. I miss how I blushed whenever I saw Akil
30. I miss telling Nevi how cute her cousin is
31. I miss talking to Roshan for 6 hours straight
32. I miss Senthil's hugs
33. I miss Senthil's failed attempts to prank me
34. I miss the way Paul said "it's a mole" (I didn't know him back then)
35. I miss the way Mr Selva says "kanak-kanak"
36. I miss lampu pandat luar
37. I miss making up words like "bedeki"
38. I miss watching guys stop and stare at Senthil's beauty
39. I miss being there to hold her tears when she needs me to
40. I miss putting on make-up for Anita, Nevi and Sara
41. I miss playing catching at the mushroom
42. I miss Min Lee's artwork
43. I miss Min Lee's jokes
44. I miss bugging Steph (god...so long ago)
45. I miss bitching with Maisarah
46. I miss drooling over Rafi's friendster pictures
47. I miss choosing the wrong guy and getting scolding afterwards by Anita
48. I miss crying at the thought of leaving the most wonderful people in my life
49. I miss the most wonderful people in my life
50. The last reason I hate Form 6 is because I love it. I now have Tharuman, Karthik and Paul making everyday an absolute blessing.